Every mind is a clutter of memories, images, inventions and age-old  repetitions. It can be a ghetto, too, if a ghetto is a sealed-off,  confined place. Or a sanctuary, where one is free to dream and think  whatever one wants. For most of us it’s both—and a lot more complicated. A  ghetto can be a place of vitality; a sanctuary can become a prison.  Michael Jackson escaped the ghetto of Gary, Indiana, and built the  sanctuary of Neverland. It’s become a circuslike prison, emblematic of the  mind of Michael Jackson.
    Think of his mind as a funhouse,1 and look at some of the exhibits on  display: P. T. Barnum, maestro of wonders and humbuggery; Walt Disney, who  invented the world’s mightiest fantasy-technology complex; Peter Pan (“He  escaped from being human when he was seven days old”2); a haggard Edgar  Allan Poe (he was the only character besides Peter Pan that Michael  Jackson planned to play in a movie); the romping, ever-combustible Three  Stooges; a friendly chimpanzee named Bubbles who has his own wardrobe of  clothes; and a python lying coiled between placid white llamas.
    Tears roll down the gnarled lizard cheeks of E.T. as he dreams of home;  Charlie Chaplin sits alone on a stoop, his Little Tramp chin in his hands.  A knife gleams in a darkened alley; a panther stalks through and  disappears; ghouls and werewolves dance in a crumbling mansion; Captain Eo  wears silver when he comes down from outer space to save children from the  evils of our planet. Now lines of song-and-dance men kick, strut and turn  in perfect unison. Children of all nations float happily through the night  sky like Wynken, Blynken and Nod, then come down to earth and sing of  peace in high, sweet voices; a colossal statue of Michael Jackson himself  in military dress bestrides the world to the rapturous attack chords of  “Carmina Burana.”
    Here is Elvis Presley, who is one of himselves; Diana Ross, who is one of  himselves; Elizabeth Taylor, who is one of himselves; wee, nut-brown  Emmanuel Lewis and pert, milky-white Macaulay Culkin, both parts of  himself; Joseph Jackson, the father who believes in whippings but not  beatings; Katherine Jackson, the mother who is always supportive and  always elusive. See photos from childhood onward and videos of Michael;  they are mirrors reflecting each stage of his life.
    Let’s begin our tour.
    Phineas T. Barnum? A model for Michael. The ringmaster of American  entertainment. Fantasy, fakery and touches of uplift. No one knew better  than Barnum how to thrill audiences, give them raw sensation and a  stirring, not especially accurate education. Barnum’s first spectacular  success came in 1835, when he bought the rights to exhibit an ex-slave  named Joice Heth at his Connecticut theater. Servitude had left her a near  cripple; the showman saw promise in those gnarled limbs and stooped  shoulders. Barnum put her in a clean gown and a fresh white cap, sat her  down and introduced eager crowds to the 161-year-old nurse of George  Washington. “To use her own language when speaking of the illustrious  Father of his Country, ‘she raised him,’ ” his advertisements proclaimed.
    When Heth died the next year, Barnum ordered   a public autopsy. An unexpectedly honest doctor revealed that, far from  being born in 1674, Heth was no more than eighty years old. Barnum  professed astonishment. He’d been conned by Heth and her ex-master, he  declared. Then his business partner upped the ante and declared that  Barnum had found Heth on a plantation and trained her himself to pass for  Washington’s nurse. The public enjoyed both tales, and Barnum enjoyed  spreading both tales. People wanted to believe and know they’d be conned,  as long as they didn’t know when or how.
    In 1842, Barnum opened his American Museum on lower Broadway in New York  City. It cost twenty-five cents to get in, not an inconsiderable sum in  those days: “One ticket guaranteed admission to lectures, theatrical  performances, an animal menagerie and   a glimpse of human curiosities, living and dead.”3   An exhibit features Madame Clofullia from Europe. Madame was born in  Switzerland. In a photograph she stands quietly in her black ruffled gown,  resting a hand gently on her husband’s shoulder. There is a bunch of white  lace at her throat. But it is partially hidden by her long, dark, bushy  beard. An angry museum patron takes her to court. She is a man, he  protests. The suit is free advertising for Barnum. He takes a group of  physicians to court with him; together they offer medical proof that  Madame Clofullia is biologically female. She goes on working at the museum.
    It isn’t always easy to find genuine human wonders like Madame Clofullia.  As a man of the theater, Barnum knows how to turn a startling visual  effect into an adventure yarn. Put a tattooed man in a loincloth and he  becomes Prince Constentenus of Greece. The prince was kidnapped by the  Khan of Kashagar: that is why he has 185 tattoo patterns on his body, each  one cruelly carved into his flesh with needles.
    Michael Jackson read Barnum’s autobiography fervently (at least one of the  eight versions) and gave copies to all his staff, telling them, “I want my  career to be the greatest show on earth.” So he became both producer and  product. The impresario of himself. Who among us can’t recall at least one  of the stunts that followed: Michael sleeping in a hyperbaric chamber like  a handsome young pharaoh in his tomb or the lovely Snow White in her glass  casket? He was obsessed with the Elephant Man; he claimed he saw the movie  thirty-five times, never once without weeping all the way through! He made  repeated attempts, offered millions of dollars, to buy the bones from The  British Museum. He appeared in public wearing a surgical mask: he could  have been the doctor in an old horror film, looming over the evil or  tragic man about to have his identity and destiny changed forever. Then we  see him without the mask, onstage, at an awards ceremony, in court, and  realize he has been that man for a long time.
    He became a one-man conglomerate with global reach: his own records and  videos; the Beatles’ catalog; Pepsi commercials; world tours. He was  transnational. He reenacted his supremacy in video after video. “If you  wanna be my baby / don’t matter if you’re black or white.” If you want to  dance with me, don’t matter if you’re Indian, Russian, African or Native  American. You can morph into anything (pudgy Eskimo into buff, white  American lad with straight, honey-blond hair; American lad into slim,  brown-skinned lass with dark brown frizzy hair); you can be any age, race  or gender. Global idealism is at one with global marketing. If you want to  buy my records, don’t matter who, what or where you are.
    Barnum’s museum exhibits, ethnological curiosities and circus sideshows  also set the pattern for our daytime talk shows. The difference between  then and now? Barnum’s people were supposed to be freaks of nature,  outside the boundaries of The Normal. Ours are marketed as lifestyle  freaks. Psychology and sociology have played as big a part as biology;  that’s the point of those long confessional interviews with the host and  those fraught exchanges with the audience. Nighttime shows like Fear  Factor are recreational sideshows. Eating slug sandwiches and jumping into  sealed tanks turn the old carnival tricks (sword swallowing, biting  chickens’ heads off) into middle-class pranks. Everyday people indulge  their whims and get their hit of fame. More and more, they involve  playacting and wish fulfillment: this week you make deals Donald Trump  respects; you’re the “average Joe” the right woman picks over the handsome  stud; your “extreme makeover” turns you from a dog to a babe.
    More and more of these shows are updates of the old talent contest. Now,  though, the backstage tale, the life story, matters as much as the  performance. Maybe more. It’s about watching the struggle to be the best  that you can be, even when you’re preposterous; it’s about living out your  dream. These stories follow—or long to follow—the arc of Michael’s early  life. You start small, but you have the talent; you work night and day;  you make your way to the big city at last, audition for the right talent  scouts and producers. You win a contract and your shot at fame. Star  Search. American Idol. So You Think You Can Dance.
    Michael Jackson became world-famous because he was a world-class talent.  His 1983 performance of “Billie Jean” at the televised tribute Motown:  Yesterday, Today, Forever placed Michael Jackson against the backdrop of  his show-business childhood. The other performers were aging; they looked  like they were barely surviving liquor and drug crises, feuds, plain old  illness and career lapses. Michael looked like a pristine creation,  untainted by that past.
    Michael was in profile as the bass line of “Billie Jean” rumbled up: legs  apart, knees bent in demi-plié, one hand lightly touching his fedora. A  hoofer cavalier in high-water pants. Eight counts of pelvic thrusts turned  him into a soul-man cavalier. A quick kick and thigh slap on each side,  then he faced the audience and—smack on the beat—threw his hat into the  wings. Song-and-dance man. Then he mimicked a fifties bad boy, giving his  hair a quick comb.
    All the elements of the persona we would come to know were on display. The  wardrobe that joined severity (black pants, fedora, loafers) with glitter,  sparkle and eccentricity (sweater jacket and shirt, white socks, single  white glove). Passion that stirred the audience, yet felt private and  mysterious. The intense theatricality and how he stretched small gestures  into long lines of movement. Every choreographer has signature moves and  combinations. Here was the core of Jackson’s style: the angled feet and  knock-knees of the Funky Chicken (gritty) and the Charleston (more  soigné); various runs and struts; the corkscrew kicks forward (as fast as  judo kicks); the spin turns; the moonwalk and the sudden crouch when,  instead of falling to his knees, he rises on his toes. It’s a ballet  moment. And a small variation on that move shifts the tension. When he  rises with feet and knees together, he looks powerful. With knees together  and feet apart,   he looks vulnerable, even stricken.								
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